artificial delusion

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 16:58:46 GMT

i've recently become very possessive of my body. do you find this a strange phenomena? i am clinging to it more then usually. i'm like a spoiled child not wanting to share. it's my body i would like to do with it as i see fit.

i'm fighting the norm, maybe it's a norm i made up. but whether it's a personal norm or societal norm i am fighting it.

sometimes when i see my flesh and blood, i can pretend its mine. but only when i feel its pain.

maybe it's the same for other things too.

i am tired of thinking about giving in to others, i want to do what i want

maybe it makes me a bad person. i feel nothing, but i feel myself.

i am ready to start becoming me

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 16:09:43 GMT

originally I created this journal as a way of showing off my artistic side, however I feel it has started to involve more then that.

i think that instead this journal will start to show a completely different side of my personality.

the entries are open to everyone to read, but they are written purely for myself and I hold no responsibilities for what others may or may not get from them.

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Just Start

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 03:02:46 GMT

I just started this journal for my art and web creations. Come back soon for more